
February leans into March
March edges toward April
And then—
they arrive first in our ears
bells, jingle jangling
something in us perks
They’re coming.
We listen before we see
And then—
there they are
a never-still line
silhouettes along the hilltop
munching their way forward
through the fresh green
January laid out for them
ambling down the hill
they weave through still blooming
yellow mimosa
slow
steady
inevitable
Until they turn
and begin the long saunter
up our driveway
the whole herd
eyes on the field
and on us
jingle jangling
as they draw near
Antonio at the back
calling out
in a language meant only for them
urging, guiding, coaxing
And just like that—
they’re here
the whole herd
gathering
drawing the field into a kind of circle
held by a single thin wire
as if by agreement more than fence
Last year,
within hours of arriving
one slipped from the herd
Mama stood
the others circling
close, but giving space
present
as they went on munching
we stood there too
just inside the single wire
and then—
the calf
slowly appearing
dangling for a moment
between worlds
before dropping
to the ground
Antonio—
suddenly all joy
bounding toward them
and the licking
and licking
and licking
until the small body
glistened into being
nudging her
urging her
up
the effort of it
legs unsure
wobble
fall
again
until finally—
hands beneath her
steadying
a brief human kindness
and then
she stood
their bells
ring us to sleep
ring us into morning
we wake to them
we move with them
until their low-hung bellies
tell us
they’ve had their fill
as if time itself
has loosened its grip
till the cows come home
from the studio notebook